3.01.2009

out out out.


he still appears consistent.


perpetually on the road.

o TCA. will you never learn??

TCA in the spotlight yet again.
For some reason they are incapable of being transparent.  
They feel it's best to hide the indecency found in their halls. 
Pedophile teacher, overt acts of racism, death threats, bomb threats, sexual assaults in the elementary campus, and probably so much they have yet to reveal.
They only seem to feel the need to confront their issues when the media gets wind of the offenses. 
They are too concerned with their image of the "character building" and supposedly "rigorous" academic institution to confess the increasing problems oozing from their halls. 
 
Finally. 
Expose those villains, those perpetrators of 

OBAMA.


Obama's Address:
Highlights: economy, energy, healthcare, education, and of course HOPE and RENEWAL. 




when we're old - a tribute to gumlia.






commercialized landscapes.


"80% of everything ever built in America has been built in the last 50 years, and most of it is depressing, brutal, ugly, unhealthy, and spiritually degrading—the village shopping plazas with their vast parking lagoons, the Lego-block hotel complexes, the junk food joints, the freeway loops around every big and little city with their clusters of discount merchandise marts, the whole destructive, wasteful spectacle that politicians proudly call “growth.” – James Kunstler 


2.16.2009

follow the sound.

    


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the time has come the walrus said.


"The time has come," the Walrus said,
"To talk of many things:
Of shoes--and ships--and sealing wax--
Of cabbage--and kings--
And why the sea if boiling hot--
And whether pigs have wings." 


















2.09.2009

pot is a reality kick.


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"Pot is fun."


















HOWL -for Carl Solomon (by Allen Ginsberg)
(simply excerpts)


I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by 

              madness, starving hysterical naked, 

       dragging themselves through the negro streets at dawn 

              looking for an angry fix, 

angelheaded hipsters burning for

 the ancient heavenly 

              connection to the starry dynamo in the machin- 

              ery of night, 

who were expelled from the academies for crazy & 

              publishing obscene odes on the windows of the 

              skull, 

who thought they were only mad when Baltimore 

              gleamed in supernatural ecstasy,

 who burned cigarette holes in their arms protesting 

              the narcotic tobacco haze of Capitalism,

 who howled on their knees in the subway and were 

              dragged off the roof waving genitals and manu- 

              scripts,

who drove crosscountry seventytwo hours to find out 

              if I had a vision or you had a vision or he had 

              a vision to find out Eternity,

who dreamt and made incarnate gaps in Time & Space 

              through images juxtaposed, and trapped the 

              archangel of the soul between 2 visual images 

              and joined the elemental verbs and set the noun

 

              and dash of consciousness together jumping 

              with sensation of Pater Omnipotens Aeterna 

              Deus 

       to recreate the syntax and measure of poor human 

              prose and stand

 before you speechless and intel- 

              ligent and shaking with shame, rejected yet con- 

              fessing out the soul to conform to the rhythm 

              of thought in his naked and endless head, 


II


What sphinx of cement and aluminum bashed open 

              their skulls and ate up their brains and imagi- 

              nation? 

       Moloch! Solitude! Filth! Ugliness! Ashcans and unob 

              tainable dollars! 

Moloch whose mind is pure machinery! Moloch whose 

              blood is running money! Moloch whose fingers 

              are ten armies! Moloch whose breast is a canni- 

              bal dynamo! Moloch whose ear is a smoking 

              tomb! 

Moloch whose love is endless oil and stone! Moloch 

              whose soul is electricity and banks! Moloch 

              whose poverty is the specter of genius! Moloch 

              whose fate is a cloud of sexless hydrogen! 

              Moloch whose name is the Mind!

Moloch whose buildings are judgment! 


 Moloch the vast stone of war! Moloch the stun- 

              ned governments! 

      

Moloch who entered my soul early! Moloch in whom 

              I am a consciousness without a body! Moloch 

              who frightened me out of my natural ecstasy! 

              Moloch whom I abandon!


 Moloch! Moloch! Robot apartments! invisible suburbs! 

              skeleton treasuries! blind capitals! demonic 

              industries! spectral nations! invincible mad 

              houses! granite cocks! monstrous bombs!







































2.04.2009

i'm looking for the people in charge.



a gumlia introduction: 
go see it. be thoroughly depressed. 














and try not to smile. 

1.27.2009

o ted haggard. o new life. o colorado springs. o mecca.

Why does the evangelical community feel the need to cover up issues of "immorality"?
Why does this community feel it has the right to neglect the issues of some and exploit those of others? 
Why does it prey on the weak and vulnerable? Yet at the same time renounce anything remotely human? 
Why do they focus all their attention, clout, influential position, wealth, and donations on issues such as abortion and same-sex marriage yet refuse to help those children that are alive and who can barely survive in this country? 
Who cares for them? O that's right the people with little to no religious affiliation.
Isn't their message supposed to be mirrored after Christ? After the one who they claimed died for EVERYONE not just the privileged or the white or the rich? 
Doesn't everybody struggle? Have problems? Isn't everyone "sinful" and selfish? 
Isn't this why they claim we need a "savior"? Someone perfect, outside of us, to help us, protect us, love us? 
Why have they made their Jesus so incredibly hateful and judgmental and cruel? 
This is wrong. Their actions are immoral and inhumane.

Fuck. These people piss me off. (yet they are the same ones who also need the message of grace, the same message they tout yet refuse to extend to others).
Fuck. fuck. fuck. 


O TED HAGGARD. O NEW LIFE. 
bottom line:
ted is involved in another sex scandal.
ted abused his position and took advantage/brainwashed some unsuspecting member of new life. 
new life, of course, tried to cover it up and paid the victim money in a settlement to keep his mouth closed.
at first the victim agreed and took the money but now he's exposing the crimes of ted (and still keeping the money) 
what the fuck? how is this all allowed in the name of Christ? 
fools. 

More dirt here:



education's a bitch.



























OBAMA'S PRESIDENT.


















In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of short-cuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the faint-hearted — for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things — some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path toward prosperity and freedom.

For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.

For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.

For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sanh.

Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction....

--OBAMA's inaugural address